Back to the gym post Thanksgiving…happy to de-stress from work especially the past two days….

Nonetheless, I feel jumping off a cliff after a missed opportunity with a random asian chick at Target earlier tonight…..

1) Could have jokingly said something when she dropped the windshield wiper after she dropped it not once but twice.

2) As I was putting my stuff in the trunk, I noticed her by the sidewalk and she literally walked on my side of the parking lot aisle. She had a jeering smile as she walked passed me… 

3) She walked over to the other side of the parking lot aisle after she passed me….

What must I do to push myself and man up…. I am reminded why I am not with someone…..my instincts are slow to react