and so I was backed into a corner and headed to LA earlier tonight..just so I can meet one believed to be “compatible” with me

so it goes like this

my cuz —> roommate —> roommate’s friend —> roommate’s friend’s friend (Potential #5) for this, I’ll call her “Cedar’s Health Chick” or CHC

anyways, we made our way to The Grove to meet up with CHC and we head to the Farmers Market to grab something to eat. CHC did not have much appetite and went straight to dessert.

while she went to grab dessert….the rest made so much effort on sitting arrangements just so i can sit next to her when she comes back…at this point, i’m already tired from work and don’t plan to put much effort on anything tonight

my cousin out of the group was the most chill and quiet one as she took the back-burner from being the talkative one….we all chatted, crack jokes, etc…decent conversation during dinner/dessert

we headed to Starbucks and all the ladies pulled a fast one on me that I got alone time with CHC to chat a bit….they practically gave me 10 minutes to do what I need to do….

things went well…. she has a pretty good grasp on the balance of things in life compared to prior setups or first encounters…..I won’t go into too much detail but I’d like to setup an actual date with this one without the pressure of other women around being obvious or pushy…..

with that, I am also being setup to meet #4 on Saturday evening at a b-day party by someone from church….Keeping in mind, I’ll need to refer this niece I’m being setup up with as “OC nurse potential” or “OCNP”.

Feeling a bit guilty with the ranking / reference of #1, #2, etc… as some are aware of it….I mean this in no disrespect or classify one is better than the other. Easier to track.  Currently, I have considered to throw out the pursuit for #1, 2 and 3 due to individual reasons for each. Like I had any chance in the first place.

I have to stay positive!